Do you ever find yourself pissed off for no reason? Do you ever wonder what would happen if you randomly disappeared for a while? Would anyone notice? Or better yet would anyone care? Do you ever really want something you know you'll never get/have?
Do you ever find yourself sublimely happy and can't explain why? Do you ever have so much fun with others that you don't want the night to end? Do you ever find yourself asking why these nights don't happen more often? And of course the most obvious question of all...
what's next?
I wonder about all these things. I have experienced all these things. It is strange I know but sometimes one needs to ponder questions like these. Whenever I do, I end up realizing what is and who are truly important in my life and the rest of the mundane bullshit seems to fall away. For one clear instance, I am able to understand what life is all about and then it all gets muddled up again with mundane craptacularness. But I suppose that is the way things go.
I am not a patient person, so waiting to be able to take the next step has been hard for me. I just want to take it and worry about the rest later. I'm too impulsive sometimes. Anyway, I'm getting off track...
I ponder these questions when I am stressed, when I am waiting, and when I realized that I have missed out on an opportunity due to whatever reason. I also ask these questions when things are looking up, like when I have a moment of pure happiness for no apparent reason. I just wonder if other people ask questions like these too.
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Love the questions. I ask all of them all the time. I'm glad I'm not the only one who sits and rattles off endless numbers of questions. Here's to wondering and waiting for answers.
I am thinking all of those things right now. I feel like the next step that I am ready for was just ripped away from me. Sometimes life seems so hopeless. We are told that God works through all our experiences. Sometimes I struggle to believe that.
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